Mirage

When will I be able to define,
Is there any body to be called mine.
Am i the black sheep everywhere,
Is this meant to be my share.

If this is what is supposed to be,
Why cant I accept it with glee.
The longing for some thing more,
This wont fade away for sure.

As time ticks by,
It leaves me wondering why.
Am I the fool again,
The feeling drives me insane.

Come back to me,
The ones who carried me along.
Am lost in this mirage,
Trying to string my own song..